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Sunday, June 25, 2006

24june2006

this date is a date which i will remember for my whole life.
nope.
its nt my bday. its nt the day that i gt attached. its nt the day that i gt ditched.
or whatsoever.
its a day that my primary committed suicide.
5yrs ago.
she jumped to her death due to the depression and aeonoxia condition she is sufferin from.
though 5yrs have past.
but never once she had left my mind.
a friend that i spent so much time with.
the hurt, the pain, the grief.
its still there.
but i believe she is with father God.
i believe that before she left, she had already made the decision to be God's child.
and i believe that God will take good care of her.
=)

well.
its oso my brother's bday.
and oso Emil's bday.
Happy Birthday peepx!!

slpt at ard 6am.
gt a sms @ 9am -_-"~
mr ryan. out R club lao da.
askin fer Emil's no.
i did what i knew best.
"replyin sms when im still aslp and make ppl thought im awakE!"
haa!!~
slp slp slp till 1pm
wake up.
quickly prepare.
goin for svc.
singing too.
dunwanna sing actually.
but..
still went.
svc.
overall soso..
still feel a bit strange la.
the atmosphere juz isnt right.
nvm.
after service.
met up with Rubez, Ray, Regina, Phileo, Singyee, Jason.
i gt lamed by Ryan.
askin him why he gt jammed.
he say coz cant find butter and kaya!!!! -_-"~
faint..
me and Rubez immediately freeze @ Expo Mrt station.
went City Hall mit up with Ryan, Wahkeong, SengChong.
met Emil @ Tanah Merah.
went to eat @ Changing Appetites.
me, Ryan, Phileo are gng to die of hunger.!
zzz~~
finally. EAT!
haA!!
we went withdraw money.
and they again.
left me behind!!!
with Singyee.
and Ryan came and tell us.
so bad la!!
T_T
still my R club ppl nicer to me!!!
haa!!~~~~~
went back. bought a cake for Emil.
had fun.
EAT EAT EAT..
whOot!!!
den slowly we walk back to take train.
and hme sweet hme.
rushed for the last train though.
haa!! yea~
and here im blogging.
enjoy my day again with POS ppl.
hee!!!
=)

i love my life nw. i enjoy my life nw. even though there are still trials and tribulations. but i believe God will bring me thru. i really pray that my life will not be messed up again by all those unwanted things. im living in the world. but i dun wan to be of the world. i wan to be happy. i wanna be guarded against all these unwanted sadness, downtimes. i wan my life to be of what God wans me to be. and not who i wanna be. =)
i jus simply love my life nw.

bye bloggie.

=>24june2006<=
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6/25/2006 02:49:00 AM

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